if there is a God out there, please watch over my family. i will be forever in your debt.

comfortable

sleeping 12 hours straight without interuption never felt so good :)

i am a beast that cannot be controlled anymore. it's becoming so clear to me what needs to be done.

*last week in the cape*** piece of cake.

Has anyone ever tried dog before?

*WiReD*

back from foxwoods! happy birthday zid! how old are you again? haha, blackjack tables gave me a good butt kicking last night. nevertheless, definitely good times with my new york boys ...too bad i have no pics to prove it. anyway, got back to the cape at 6:30am, and i'm already back into circulation at 8:30am. i am very wired today... so don't fuck with me!

*current mood: feeling the effects of unsatisfactory sleep

1st attempt: FAIL

3 weeks gone without a cig... then 1 night i had a cig ... my head got dizzy and now im afraid im fucking hooked again!!!

i'm convinced the urge to smoke never goes away...

1st attempt (09/03/2008 ~09/25/2008): 22 days
lesson learned: cold turkey is hard but not impossible.

2nd attempt (date to be announced later): ???

*yea i know what you're thinking...weak sauce huh?

well, F U !

what i wouldnt give to smoke a delicious, mouth watering cigarette right now? just one juicy puff to calm me down... AHHH...