at the crossroads...

yesterday i was presented with an enticing proposition: to run and own another hyannis inn with a bar and restaurant. at first glance, i could see dollar signs glaring in my eyes. the thought of another hotel on main street could be strategically a huge advantage for us. but after meticulous considerations, i've reached a preliminary conclusion that begs the question: how long do you want to be in cape cod for?

though i can imagine a few more summers here, i'm not sure if this is it...that if i'm ready to settle down and expand here. i'm more of a city person anyway. i miss home and life there but then again, staying here would be simply all about money and stability. i was asked once by a simple man, would you rather be extremely happy and content but poor...or very wealthy but extremely miserable. to me, this was a no brainer; i can buy happiness with money i thought.

throughout my years working here, i find myself rethinking this. at this point, i work half the year and the other half, i pretty much have off and just relax. girls just seem to come and go in my life. friends become more and more distant every time i come back. at this stage in my life, i'm just looking for a balance. a balance between these two extremes. though i'm all about being absolut, i find myself at the crossroads now, torn between which direction to take on. i think i'll get extremely baked and think about this for a bit.